A little girl with tangled hair
And eyes full of tears
Hides in the corner
And counts the passing years.
Her face is filled with terror
And her heart skips a beat.
Her stomach hurts with hunger.
There is no food to eat.
Her shoes are worn and tattered.
She has no socks to wear.
Her clothes are torn and dirty
And her scars are laid bare.
She listens for the footsteps
That signal the return
Of a woman filled with hatred
And a face cold and stern.
Her eyes have no emotion.
Her lips are cruel and thin.
She smells of beer and vomit
As the hitting games begin.
Her teeth flash in the darkness.
A laugh escapes her lips,
As the little girl struggles
Between her mother’s hips.
There is no place to run to.
The child can’t get away
And escape this woman
Who stinks of ripe decay.
Her arms are held so tightly.
She hears the whispered words:
“Be still or I will bite you.
Your screams will not be heard.”
The little girl saved herself
The only way she could.
She dug a hole inside herself
Which no one understood.
She crawled inside, locked a gate,
And threw away the key.
She felt no pain or sorrow
And she felt like she was free.
She learned that being free and safe
Could be a prison too,
Avoiding all the good in life,
Was hard for her to do.
To be unseen and be unloved
And miss out on the smiles,
To miss the gentleness of touch
This all makes life worth while.
A little girl with tangled hair
And eyes full of pain
Would like to find the courage
To come out in the rain.
She’d like to learn to trust someone,
Be gentle with her heart,
And value all she is inside
And not tear her apart.
She’d need to know that you
Would never run away
And leave her in the darkness
With the nightmare of that day.
She’d have to know that you aren’t
Afraid to touch her tears
And that you’ll help her find a way
To conquer all her fears.
But most of all she needs to see
You’re not afraid to care
For one small child in need of God
Whose love is everywhere.
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