Confusion reigns

Inside of me

And I am swept

By forces 

Uncontrolled.

Both love and hate

Tear me apart

And I find

That I can’t

Be consoled.

In bitter rage

I cry in shame

For you to come

And keep me

From the cold.

Bereft of love 

And of dreams,

I scream in agony

From all that

I withhold.

Yu/stan/kema.